Sylph Angel

Saturday, December 12, 2009

Hey everyone! I haven't been posting much... Haha, I DO have loads to say, really. But after filtration and forgetfulness I end up with very little. :D Oh well. Anyway, to all Twilight fans reading this right now, feel free to blast my take on the characters.

I watched both Twilight movies (Twilight, New Moon), and Bella really jumps out to me as an immortality-desiring flirt. Seriously, she purposely go and picks the guys that can give her immortality, that vampire and werewolf, even though they seriously of different species.

"Oh look! I'm dating a blood-sucker who's hot and sexaeee. HE DITCHED ME! Nevermind, I still have my little wolfie. HEY, my blood-sucka's back. Byebye wolfie, you're of no more use to me." Hehehehehehe sorry Bella, I'm being mean to you! :D It's true however, gotta admit.

By the way, Edward Cullen and Jacob are both paedophiles. Imagine dating a guy who's almost a hundred years older than you. Scaryyyyy... Apparently Bella doesn't mind, though. Hahahaha, that's some fetish for older guys right there.

I still think the basic idea of Twilight, is interesting. Eternal, everlasting romance between two lovers... HEY, I'VE HEARD THAT SOMEWHERE BEFORE!! No prize for guessing right. :D

I'm really not sure if I'm forcing myself to like her or not. I'm confused... I haven't been talking to her. Why? Because talking to her's as good as talking to myself. No response one. Or maybe it's just me? Because I'm not trying at all? Oh trust me, I tried hard before. Hurts to fail like that. And so, I follow behind, keep my distance, hold on, to someone not holding on to me. So now you know, I get hurt too.

Am I just being over-sensitive? Perhaps. I shouldn't open my emotions to someone like that. Gotta coat them with rubber first. Do I take someone ignoring me THAT badly? Nah, I usually don't. But I DO take someone ignoring me REPEATEDLY, for NO APPARENT REASON very disturbing. Usually you go confront the person and ask why, right? What happens when that question goes unanswered too? An accusation reflected is not an answer.

I cannot seem to like another girl. She's the only one who brings that... Firey animal thing within me. No one else can trigger it. Haha, I wonder if that's how Edward Cullen feels when he hungers for Bella's blood. Poor girl, having someone like me like her. Must be very freaky.

Seeing her face brings me so much pain, and joy, at the same time. My insides become just about to blow up with excitement, which I hide desperately. I desperately want to talk to her. DESPERATELY. Or is it, I desperately wantED to talk to her? I really don't know. My decisions seem very unstable right now. I can't make up my mind. Guess that equals status quo, till I get a go. Oooh, rhyme! :D I'm waiting... I'll be told when the time is right for a move.

Byebye. I don't know who you are, reading this, but I love you. Really, no exceptions. None at all. Love you.

vεﯠαחƒőχ @ 9:21:00 PM.