Sylph Angel

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

My hands are bleeding again -.- Didn't know my skin was so desecrated under the leukoplast. Erk. Doesn't matter. I'm used to seeing my own blood.

Round Ubin was okay I guess. No medal, but seeing that I'm a noob and my partner hasn't gone for training in 10 days... Yeah, it was good. I don't feel like elaborating. My left leg is throbbing... Like I've got an extra heart there. Freaky much. Talk about delay action pain...

It's quite cool to know my juniors actually come here! :P

Bye. I wanna slack. Damn tired. Delay action fatigue.

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Hello everyone. Sorry, was being bitter. Hahahaha :P BITTER. I like sour, not bitter. I'm fine lah. Anywayyyyy, I'd like to share with you something interesting.

In case you don't know, I sort of have a somewhat liking for a certain GIRL (yeah I'm straight thank you). I was wondering if it was a crush, so I went to WIKIANSWERS.

Here are some questions to ask yourself:
-Do you get butterflies in your tummy every time this boy or girl talks to you or looks in your direction? HAHA FUNNY LIKE SHE WILL EVER DO ANY OF THOSE THINGS...
-Do you get shy in front of your crush? SHY?? It's actually more of an intense radiating coldness.
-Do you think about your potential love interest even when you're not near them? Errrr, yes.
-Do you imagine yourself dating them, asking them out or generally being together in the future? Nope, the coldness of being near her is seriously killing me. I doubt I've ever had anyone else treating me coldly before. Like, ultimate dao.
If you answered yes to two or more of these questions then you are definitely crushing on someone ;D

I got a 1/4, so I'm NOT crushing on her! RELAX.

That's beside the point. You see, since I care for her (but not crush), I'm naturally concerned with what she is doing, whether she's okay or not. Since I've decided to STOP attempting to stalk her (and have kinda succeeded), because disrespecting her privacy obviously bothered her, I just pray for her everything I'm concerned about.

Of course, I'm STILL curious, so I asked God if He could offer me a glimpse into her life. Guess what? The next day, Ray called me and told me he saw HER at xxxxwhereverxxxx I'm not telling you. And I was like, that's cool, I'm glad she's having fun. Good to know that while I'm slogging my ass off training and working, she's enjoying herself.

I wonder, am I being super mean to her? She started it -.- She asked for it. And as painful as it is for me, I somehow convince myself she's HAPPY about it. It being us treating each other as total strangers. Am I THAT horrible to be associated with? I mean, I know I get mood swings and stuff, but can't that be tolerated? Sigh, it had to be done. It just had to, didn't it? WHYYYYY...

Race tomorrow, gotta go bed... I had arms before, I reached out. My arms got frostbitten off. Now all that remains is a heart, regardless of how fragmented, still loves. For now at least, while I'm still on high. YES I'M ON HIGH (despite the seemingly emo post).

This version's nicer :D

Kristinia DeBarge Ft. Pitbull - Future Love (New Music HD)
Uploaded by Musics-Exclus. - Music videos, artist interviews, concerts and more.

My dear future love, this song to you.

When I first heard this song I thought they were talking about extra-marital sex and morning after (contraceptive) pills.

Am I right? Or am I just sick? Haha.

Byebye.

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Spent work today being emo. Why am I single anyway? Am I unable? Dammit. -.- Actually I COULD get a girlfriend if I really wanted to. Really. But I don't want a girlfriend, I want a... :D Person to HAVE FUN WITH! Sighhhh perhaps I've been rejected by girls too much. It's not that I don't like going out with guys, it's because I've been going out with guys so much I'm sick of it, and girls aren't helping one bit -.-

IDC LA. Shetz.

So I'm not supposed to go out with girls? I'm SUPPOSED to go out with guys only? If they're so worried about BGRs, shouldn't they be more worried about BBRs? No babies so it's safe ah? Insane mannnn. Damn sad. And it's the people who actually get to INTERACT IN SOME WAY with girls who tell us (maybe just me) that. Us, who DON'T HAVE ANY FORM OF INTERACTION WITH GIRLS AT ALL. It's damn sad, really. But I guess I'm not trying at all to interact with girls. I've tried enough, got rejected enough, and have GIVEN UP (until I get a burst of retardedness sometime at least).

I'm only here for your entertainment. He must be the latest gay craze in USA.

Bye.

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Hello everyone. Sorry for not posting much recently! I've been playing with the runescape grand exchange. :D Hahahahha, it's like stocks! Very interesing. Buy low, sell high, and loads of patience. I'm currently experimenting with sand, bowstring, monkfish, and willow logs. Funfun. This is where going against the flow of the crowd comes in. I wonder how it'll work out...

Oh yes, I sold my ZGS for 36.9million. Bought it for 34.4million, which means I make a 2.5million profit. Nice!! I've invested about 5million in the current project, hoping to make about 1million at least. Good luck to me... Hahahahaha although it's all just game money and stuff, it's still quite thrilling anyway. Graphs have become interesting...

In a few weeks maybe I'll return with good news.

About my IBA, things are going okay. Day 1 - PACKPACKPACK for 4 hours straight. Boring? Not when I have great music by my side.

I have yet to meet you... Love you anyway! :D

ORIANTHI!!

She's got some 1337 guitar skillz!

I'd better post this before something screws up again. :P

Byebye.

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