Sylph Angel

Saturday, October 10, 2009

Hello everyone. Mannn I'm bored. Just went through the 2007 amath paper, and it's TOO EASY ALREADY. There wasn't even a graph drawing question... Some trigo proving question caught my eye, looked complicated. LOOKED. Sighhh, I want some challenging stuffiez. One of those question I can't solve, until the teacher shows the solution, and I'm like, WHOA. Paper analysis today, as promised. Since I'm quite free now...

Physics - This paper is passable. That's good... YESSSS I'M GOING TO PASS PHYSICS!! :D Ahhhhh, demonstration of my low standards.

Core Maths 2 - Everyone kinda predicted this paper was going to be hard, because of the different setter compared to paper 1 (I WONDER WHO). Everyone was right. Haha. I actually had to go and do question sacrificing (ARGH SKIPPED ONE QUESTION :/). Finished the last meano question (the graph range one), about a second before "pens down, stop writing". I was like, "oh dearrr...", right after the exam, because I LEFT OUT ONE QUESTION OMG. But then when I left the exam hall, overhearing others' conversations... Hey, I'm not that bad. :D

Biology - The MCQs were insanely easy, finished it in 20mins (one hour paper), and spent the rest of the time drawing all sorts of trash all over my paper. Yet, that made me overconfident (AKA, carelessness strikes). Hahahaha, 90% at least for MCQ is still quite confirmed though. The rest of the paper was okay-ish. 80% overall is possible, but I won't be surprised if I see a 70%.

Chinese paper 1 (zuowen) - Wrote something about having a neighbour who's a gambling addict. He ends up beating his 5 year old son to death because he lost a lot of cash, and I heard the cries, but did nothing. Then something about wanting to be a policeman. A WHOLE BUNCH OF LIES, basically.

Chemistry - I found the chemistry paper easier than the bio paper ( this = more careless mistakes) 2/40 for MCQ confirm gone. If you want to swear at me cuz you lost 10/40 for sure or something, go ahead. :P Everything else was good, except for the redox indicator part. What's the formula for potassium manganate? :/

A Math 1 - THE -3 GOT ME! I missed out the "-" Erk, if there's error carried forward, I lose 5 marks. Just like that. And the -3 question is only worth 1 mark... A good math paper = 100% So far only core maths 1 has met that standard...

Chinese 2 - HAHA FUNNY.

A Math 2 - *the best is yet to be*

I remember feeling empty, vacumm within me, crushing. As I fell down upon that bed, I gape, wordless, silent scream echoing within me. So long ago... Not alone, as good as alone.

You emo shettz! Ahhhh, memory attacks. Interesting, but not good to have too many. I need my own dose of sadness sometimes! Feeling nothing 99% of the time's no fun. Healthy dose. Ü

LET'S GO CRAZY TOMORROW!! 15 Oct today. Bye! <3

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Hey, HAHAHAHAHA this is quite funny. I didn't know you could do this! :P

Poor dude. Flash, and it's ALL GONE! HAHAHAHAHAHA. Will he realize, doing whatever it takes, means doing nothing? NOTHING! JUST FALL BACK, LIE DOWN, and... WAIT! For nothing, nothing at all...

Oh boy, I've gotta go STUDY CHEM. Hahahaha, GEDDIT?!?!!

Lovely.

Dedicated...

Bye!
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I decided the past post was getting too long. Haha. :D Wow, there have been some amazing things... Actually there ALWAYS are amazing things, with faith.

I did a 45minute gym programme of Friday. Yeah, pretty short for me right? I couldn't continue. Really. You can try and imagine how much pain it takes for me to actually give up, especially when I'm in the MOOD.

I felt nauseous. My lunch was about to come out the wrong way. My stomach hurt... My body felt so weak, drained... My vision was blurred, flashy. There was this headache, making me delirious. I was going to collapse... Still, I went for another set of bicep curls (yeah, I know I'm insane).

My mind stretched, I was just about to snap. I prayed, "Lord, give me strength..." STOP. I get off the machine. Start walking... don't know where, another machine perhaps... My mind was totally off. STOP. I hesitated. STOP. Changed direction, headed for the lockers, left the gym.

That walk to the bus stop, hurt... I felt like a zombie. I was burning up, and the burning sun wasn't helping. Pray, "Lord, free me from this pain..." Delirious, step by step. How good it will feel to crumple down, just lie... No. I have to continue. By faith, walk on. Step by step, God carries me.

And suddenly I found myself on the bus stop, then on the bus... Lie down, rest. Then I'm home! Took an insanely cold shower, which really rocked. Yay, I'm healed, thank you Lord! :D

Here!

This reminds me of something... You and me, and all other people... And I don't know why, but I can't keep my eyes off of you... WHO ARE YOU?? Nothing to do, nothing to do...

No wait, I DO have stuff to do (sleep). Bye haha, I'm getting FUZZIEE... LOL SORRY EVERYONE I'M MSNING NOW (it's 11+pm now, 10/10/09)! I can't keep my eyes off of you... I just can't... I know you... I love You, Lord... No one else is there for me, always, forever and ever... I'm so happy, I'm not the only joyful one.

vεﯠαחƒőχ @ 10:46:00 PM.