Sylph Angel

Wednesday, September 30, 2009

I honestly don't feel like blogging, but for your sake... Here are how my papers so far went.

Language Arts 1 - The prose commentary went okay I guess. I highly doubt I'll fail, yet as with every language arts essay, much rests upon luck. What one teacher likes may not be approved by another. 4 sides I wrote. Not much, as compared to the spammers, but enough, I guess. I expressed my points.

IHS - I'm a little apprehensive about my hypothesis based question (HBQ), the China producing cheap solar cells one. Hahahaha, I don't know if my nonsense about "Cold War 2" is gonna pass off as nonsensensical or not. I did a quick job for HBQ so I'd have more time for the CBQ, content-based question (which I'd prepared more for). The points just came out like water. Managed 4 sides for CBQ, 3 sides for HBQ. That's almost twice as much as compared to the language arts commentary! And both papers were 1 and a half hours long...

Langauage Arts 2 - I started off with essay question 3 (the poem essay). I'd memorized loads of lines from the poems already, didn't want them to go to waste. And quotes really strengthen the argument. 4 solid long paragraphs (not very well organized, but quite detailed), filling up 2 sides. Next I did Malgudi Days key passage analysis. I admit the part b stunned me a little. It went something like, "how does a character's past affect his present?" Kinda vague. Anyway, my KPA was considerably more organised than the essay, but not as detailed.

Core Mathematics 1 - INSANELY EASY! Easier than term one's paper! (which I got 50/50 for XD)

Yurr that's all. I tell you, the best preparation you can make for exams is prayer.

It takes some reminder, before...

I ask myself, what have I done?

Bye! I'll gradually add on this post.

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Yay. Hahahaha I should post, lest I waste your time, my dear visitor.

The hardened skin on my hands are peeling off! Hahahaha, my hands look sort of normal again. LOOK. They still feel sick though.

I don't know what to do. Urghhh I have yet to hand up my ISO file -.- Irritating. Don't get why I have to hand it up. There's nothing but my lesson logs in there anyway. And now I'm being bugged for it in the middle of exams. Seriously... Getting on my nerves. I wish she would stop bugging me. Is not the time, effort, money enough?

I feel so heartless! Chinese is too much. I have OTHER stuff to care about other than chinese, but it's still taking up so much time... Irritating. I don't know, aren't we supposed to like what we learn? How am I supposed to memorize 50 random words in 5 minutes? I barely managed 20 -.-

Why am I feeling this way? Ohhhh I'm overheating. What's with the weather?

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I'm not ready. I was looking through the few pictures on my tablet (mostly sent by Fal and LT), when I came across this one picture, that made my breath stop, eyes widen, mouth gape. It wasn't a conscious reaction, I only realized it about a second after I comprehended what was in that picture.

Relax, it's nothing sick. If you were looking through the same set of pictures, you will probably just skip past it, without much thought, pausing no longer compared to the other photos. Same feeling when I sort of attempted to reconcile again. Is it fear? Is it curiousity? Love? Joy? Hate? I DON'T KNOW!! Makes me dead confused thinking about it, because it's EVERYTHING.

So I stop, drop everything, forget. You see a key part of "forgive and forget", is FORGET. It's ONE THIRD of the whole phrase. Shove aside those thoughts, just as I have learnt to shove away lust, greed, arrogance (my 'arrogance' is for show only haha, it's a joke, really). I'm a bit reluctant to fight sloth, because if I do that, I just MIGHT kill myself.

That's all... Maybe time will heal the wounds, if any. You know, I'm starting to wonder if this is my problem. Only my problem. That the other party couldn't care less, which seems to be the case -.- then again I'm also trying to care less.

Lalalalalalala. 2008 Core maths paper sums so blur on pdf... Nightnight. A pure heart is blessing to the owner.

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Hey, for your information, I dispense love for free, to those who don't reject it, at least.

This song goes up again!

Lovely, this song's really invigorating. RUN!! Hahaha, running's actually quite fun, minus the prolonged intense pain part. Makes me wonder who my Juliet is. Realize I don't have one. Oh well. :P Will anyone be insane enough to follow me on my insane escapades?

Sometimes when you look at disasters, trace them back to their root causes... Ask, why? Think, think, keep thinking, and somewhere along the line, see humanity's flawed nature falling somewhere along the line of cause and effect. Change... When we realize this can't go on... I close my eyes, relish the images flashing through my mind. I ask, WHY? Why me? I can keep going around blaming everyone, everything, yet in the end, if I don't do anything, nothing's going to happen. If I don't do it, no one will.

Really makes you wonder, huh?

Bye.
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NICE, POST GOT DELETED AGAIN. BAD SONG I POSTED. HAHA.

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Hello guys! :D

Hahahahhaha. Don't wanna waste your time here.

The correction tape fishing is DAMN FUNNY, but I still maintain that YOU GUYS ARE INSANE! I mean, dropping used correction tape out the window, such that it can be seen two floors down is just... :o

I finished my poster! It's totally awesome, thank God! :D Took me six hours to do it, got started once I got back from school... No studying! Haha, but looking at the finished product, totally hand drawn and coloured (excluding ACS and IB logo). Plus my dear prototype on the poster itself! Woahhh it's a great idea. I assure you, you'll go GAGA when you see it, if you ever do (of course you will, it's going up on display). Truly MAGIC of INNOVATION.

Goodnighttttttt! :D

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