Sylph Angel

Sunday, September 20, 2009

Hey haha. New post another time, I think I can squeeze a bit more in here. In case you're wondering, I was INSANEMUGGING for 7hours before this! There's maths tuition, plus I'VE FINALLY STARTED ON PHYSICS!! I may not fail after all...

I had a dream last night, don't remember much about it, but this image stays in mind.

The ground was firey red, streaked with darkness. Five or six people, hanging by chains around their necks, arms, and two in cages, suspended above the ground. The chains seemed to come from the sky... unseen. All around a grey fog covered everything but them, and around a 50meter radius from them. I looked into one of their faces from the edge of the fog.

He was of a slightly plump build, face fair, plain, very normal, in a way. But his eyes, that hopelessness, as he just hung there, staring back at me. You know how when you look into someone's eyes, you can sense the life, and for that moment, your consciousness connects? He was staring at me, but I didn't feel any hope, nor any "save me"s, nothing of that sort. He just looked.

Imagine a huge wave, a tsunami, suddenly, unexpectedly, towering just in front of you. You know it's going to crash down, destroy you. Terror's going to fill you, but before that, a sense of dumbstuck hopelessness, wide-eyed. That feeling, prolonged, what he felt.

Mhmmm, sometimes I question this ability to visualize things like that. It results in very vivid dreams practically every day, I just don't bother to remember the less important ones. You see, if I get a dream of interest, I take note of it and remember. Yeah, the captives were interesting. The strong question of "what if?" came to mind. End up like that... :/

Byebye. I mug turning effect of forces now, just realized I couldn't do a single question on it.

Turning Effect of Forces

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Hey everyone. Mhmmm, to know what a blessing being pain-free is, you need to feel pain. A lot of it, the more the better.

Lovely stuff! And thus, I try my best not to keep my own secrets (I'll keep yours though, at request). Secrets... I do keep some, about my past. *SIGH* I'll tell you if you're REALLY VERY CURIOUS, but only if you know what to ask for, which you won't. :D Mhmm, I guess I'm not hiding much now. That's good. There's a sense of peace that comes with it.

Why am I SOMEONE? Because there's only ONE of me. UNIQUE (try to avoid use of weird)!

Bye!

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Hey people, corporate tee tomorrow! It's 24th September today, by the way (rhyme!). 13 more dayzzzz to... Awwww you know what!

I just did the MCQ of the past year chemistry papers. They're VERY TOUGH. Other than the fact that I only got 60-70%ish for them, I took VERY LONG to complete the questions. There's like... some insane problem sum every 2 questions. The main problem doesn't come from the formulas, the main problem comes from checking on the molecular masses of every last irritating thing they give you. URGHHHH! And then there are those things I plain don't get. I NEED iShine! :D Mhmm, heard SOMEONE is really good in chemistry...

Owwww, the time now is... ... ...Good it's over.

Anyway, I have this thing for seeing things. It's like a worst-case-scenario movie going on in my head. Which is why I utterly detest watching explicit movies, they add to my database... Make things more... Vivid (I'm using 'thing' too much haha). Remember some post back, when I described what happens when I see a blade. Well, I admit seeing such things (thing again!) does have a tendency of making me more careful. Also very good for coming up with topics to pray for :P I usually try to be ignorant of things I do not need to know, but once I do know, I'm obliged to care.

Pity, care seems such an alien concept sometimes. Not everything people do is a plan in some way to benefit themselves! People DO CARE about you (haha do you even care?). Uhhhmmm, who am I talking to? I dunno lehhh... I don't exactly have anyone in mind. Close my eyes and memories come back. I NEED TO MUG. Ewww why so random...

Mug bug's (rhyme!) caught me. I'm getting more sick... I need to MUG. Biology's more or less okay (though I need brushing up on semester 1 topics). Chemistry is quite bad (pass, but not a very good pass), I need to study more of that. Physics is quite gone. Maths are going well (excluding matrices). Language arts should be fine. IHS needs some pre-Islamic Arabia mugging, but that can wait until one day before the exam. And Chinese? WELL... :D

It's nice to sing (use of 'sing' disputable) in class! :D

Yayyyy! Byebye.

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Hahahahahaha, nice la, autosave failed and killed my post. These are the main things.

LT: It's quite... scary to look at.
veganfox: Awww so cuteeee!
LT: ...well excuse me while I drown myself.
veganfox: WHY????
LT: 'cause you said it was cute...
*...after loads of random bickering...*
veganfox: Haha, so why is she scary to look at?
LT: I'm not sure, maybe it's her face.
veganfox: THERE'S NOTHING WRONG WITH HER FACE!
LT: Okay, okay, her awesome face is like, perfect.

EXACTLY! (ignores sarcasm) Ahhhhh, now who is she/it? :D

Nice song!

:D

Byebye.

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Hello, I feel bad having you people coming here, without me updating. Anywayyy...

Went to watch White Out today! After some intense searching for people to go out with, I finally found some lifeless people wanting some life (can't deny that)! Haha :D It's a very CSI-ish movie. Complete with the BLOOD AND GORE. Of course, it's nothing compared to Final Destination. In White Out, they show the results of violence, but don't exxagerate the process of violence (you don't see body parts and blood flying all over the place).

Hahahahaa, as the dead bodies come in for autopsy, I really think twice about being a doctor. Mannnn, do I HAVE TO slice off frost bitten fingers, and stitch up bloody gashes? Disgusting :/ Heh, the poor doctor in the movie... Spent all his life doing such yucky stuff... Then a chance to break free! A failed chance. A bottle of vodka, barely any clothes... Out into the blizzard. Out to die. White out.

I think my synopsis ownzz. Haha, aren't you curious now? WELL, I read the ones on some random site, and it was a tremendous turn-off.

Ahhh the art of losing myself in bringing You praise! May my heart be of living waters, shaken, stabbed, but ever remaining still, unchanged in love, rooted upon the Rock, unscarred. Forgive and forget? Hahahahaha, I strive to acheive a point where I forgive the moment I'm offended. In other words, I want to be so loving of everything, so unconditionally loving, that I can never be hurt anymore. Lord, teach me to love like You love me...

Mhmm... quality time. Bye!

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Hello everyone, new post time! :D I just want to share a nice story with you guys.

My father asked this question: "Which part of your body makes blood?"

Me, being very mugger-ish, immediately thought of the bone marrow. However, I second guessed myself, because the bone marrow is only responsible for the creation of platelets, red and white blood cells. The other constituents of the blood come from other parts of the body, such as amino acids and glucose from the small intestines. So, I was kinda lost in deep thought... Just then-

My dear sweet little 4 year old sister burst out, "GOD!"

I WAS UTTERLY DUMBFOUNDED. SHE JUST OWNED ME IN BIO. GG, I lose, but it was a very happy loss. I'm just so happy, that God resides in her! :D

Mhmm... I predict an insane load of mugging tomorrow. Glad that I still have friends who- (ouch I just got that giddy thing again, so I stop there).

Hehe, a nice song, as always...

Everlasting, Your light will shine when all else fades.

Bye!

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