Sylph Angel

Sunday, August 23, 2009

Hello everyone. I guess it's not correct to say I have no life, because I died and am reborn in Christ! :D

I'm done with my core maths coursework 1 (blehhh got number 2 some more -.-"). Still have my POD essay, but I need inspiration before I can begin on that. Mhmmm so I post.

I refer to Rez's thingy on body language, on how some people just blatantly show it. He was talking about Fal being blatant in term of body langauge. I don't get it haha. How is Fal blatant in body language? WELL come to think of it, I haven't noticed much, and wasn't really taking notice either (except for the bored and tired part). Then I look at myself. How have I been exposing things about myself through body language?

The truth is I pay careful attention to what I do. There are some things I am aware of, that I do not like, but cannot do anything about. Let's see, what are the more recent things?

1) I actively control where I look. I look where I should. One glance is enough for me to avoid looking in that direction.

2) I realized usually STRUT (ooooh I'm a peacock nowwww) very carefully. A habit derived from walking on rocky ground barefoot, to distribute pressure. Hehe I remember in year one my feet got cut like crazy because I anyhow walk. But when I'm bored and tired I don't strut anymore, either drag my feet or do kick-land-with-heel thing.

3) I also find I trip a lot when I'm dreaming. That is, daydream (AKA deep in thought). I recall the recent times I tripped. What was I thinking about? Ummm... I'd better keep to myself. Thank God I trip, not fall!

4) There's also that preening thingy (haha I'm using "thing" so much). There are two reasons why I'd stroke my hair. One, when I feel it's fallen and pressing on my scalp, uncormfortable stuff (hey I'm very sensitive kayy). Two, when I'm bored. Three, when I see someone I'd like to look good around (the classic definition).

About the rapid-fire name thing (where you keep repeating someone's name to another person), I went to visualize what I would do (won't keep this secret, because I'd love to see you try it). First I thought of a name that will actually make me react (most names are just words to me). Done. Next I imagine someone who knows, walking up from behind, and spamming the name to me by my ear.

I will cringe, stop breathing, look down, gape slightly, grimace, and make a sort of choked sound, all within a split second. Next I will turn towards the person who said it to me, give the -.- face and say something like "what the heck". Then I'll turn back to whatever I was doing before, grit my teeth at the memory.

Okay that's not good. I need to pray for that. I do not want these memories to haunt me any longer, I want to see them with joy. This regret, of joy lost, must go. For only by leaving the past behind can I have the future, a bright future :D

I need to start PLANNING my POD essay. Not do yet. Sit, stone (I do that a lot :o), think, before getting down to business. Mhmm.

TYETYE asked me to listen to this.

:D

Oh yeahhhhh Jeremy's blog has LAB escapades too!

Byebye.

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Can't be bothered making a new post. I'm spamming projects again! Woah POD is quite crazy. Just finish one essay (or almost finish), they give another. And now I'm doing core maths coursework TWO. Crazy stuff. That's why I have to focus... And limit blogging.

Poor Fal =( In case you don't know, he fell and screwed up his shoulder, hospitalized (or something) now. Pray for him! I will! Get well soon pal. And everyone else (like Brandy) who is sick too, may you be healed.

Ummmm I was planning to write another poem (which will be better) but I need to FOCUS.

That's all folks.

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I'm done with core maths corsework 2. Done with the first POD essay too (stuill need to check though). I went blog hopping again, got a little dissapointed at the perpetually unupdated. ANYWAY, I took a quiz of Rez, who took it off someone else. Here goes! (note that I did the quiz on notepad, slowly scrolling down, before looking at results. And I removed all things Rez :D)

1. You are walking in the woods. You are not alone. Who’s with you?
God.

2. You are walking in the woods. You see an animal. what kind of animal?
Bird.

3. What interaction takes place between you and the animal?
I stare in wonder, walk on.

4. You walk deeper in the woods. You enter a clearing, and you are at your dream house. What kind of a house is it?
Greenhouse like, hybrid with cottage.

5. Is your dream house surrounded by a fence?
Yes, short one.

6. You enter the house. You walk into the dining room and see the dining table is covered with?
Flowers.

7. You exit the house and a cup is on the ground, what kind is it?
White mug.

8. What do you do with that cup?
Pick it up, place back in house.

9. You walk to the edge of the property where you find yourself standing at what body of water?
Large lake.

10. How do you cross that body of water?
Kayak across :D

All answers directly copied from notepad, no edits.

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The ANSWERS
1. The person who you are walking in the woods with is the most important to you.
:D

2. The size of the animal is representative of your perception of the size of your problems in your life.
Yayyyyyyy!!! Actually I have loads to do, but the good thing is, they're do-able.

3. The severity of the interaction you have with the animal is representative of how you deal with your problems.
Hehehehe problems (more like challenges) are interesting! *starezzz* Then I walk on for new ones :D

4. The size of your dream home is representative of the size of your ambition.
Mhmmm the picture in my mind was a two storey, half glass half concrete/wooden house (though my description was quite vague)!

5. A lack of a fence is indicative of an open personality. People are welcome at all times. The presence of a fence indicates a closed personality. You’d prefer people not drop by unannounced.
LOL kinda predicted this, but the thing is, few are totally open. The ones who seem most open have really perfected the art of secrecy well. Ahhhhh memories. Hahahahaha.

6. If your answer did NOT include food, flowers, or people, then you are generally unhappy.
The images in my mind showed specific flowers (I suddenly want to poke Fal) in a glass vase on the table.

7. The durability of the material with the cup is representative of the perceived durability of your relationship.
WELL the mug will probably shatter when dropped, but the floor won't go unscathed.

8. What you did with the cup is representative of your attitude.
I place things where they belong? Oh yes I do. Some things have to be placed far away...

9. The size of the body of water is representative of the size of your relationships.
Okay, so a lake is quite large, but I could still manage to see the other side of the lake, so it's not TOO large.

10. The way you cross the water is representative to how easy or hard you expect your life to be.
So my life is going to turn out like my lifeless kayaking life? Great... Hahahahahahha, things aren't going too badly now though. In fact, my kayaking lifeless life is going fairly okay (sadly for LT). How do I define "okay"? When I win lorrr. :D Hehehehehehe my secret? I pray hard each day before training for calm, during training for strength, after training for the blessing! Lovely.

Lovely.

Nowwwwwwwww when did I first start to use "Lovely."? I wonderrrrr.

Byeeee!

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Hello again everyone. I am going to be using this post for quite awhile now. Few more days. :D Why? Of course there are reasons. Mhmmm I find this year has quite a nice number...

Haha. Used Eugene's Nelo today (since he's out). I didn't like it. Felt super weird compared to the Advantage AC03. I really needed perfect strokes to row properly, so imagine what happens when waves and fatigue comes, and my stokes falter. HORRIBLE! So I spent the first km thinking Nelo's not so bad, then the next 7km starting to resent taking it. I was praying for God to give me strength, but I was still gonig slow (as in, my definition of slow). After 8km He told me something like this, "do not expect Me to help you if you don't help yourself." I suddenly realized all I have been doing is moan and complain, doing nothing to help myself, hoping for some help.

After thinking for awhile, I decided to speed up. Waited for the right moment, right after the turn after 9km (woah 3 afters). Whacked hard, ignored the wobblyness, focused. Kept faith that God will pull me through. Did He? Of course :D Felt strength flow unlimited. Wow. Okay, so today I lost to LT, but I DID catch up quite a lot. Ended about 100m behind for 12km.

Okay, I just listened to this super weird thing.

Hahahahahahahahahaha!! It's super randommmm. What's with the weird sick innuendo? Sounds like she really got too much to drink :O

Here's the normal one, which I intended to put up at first.

I hope you know that this has nothing to do with you. NOT. Hehehehe.

Ahhhh nice time. I'll go mug bio now CYA.

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