Sylph Angel

Sunday, August 2, 2009

Hey guys. I'm kinda irritated now so I decided to do something I like instead of spamming homework (there's really too much). I was doing T3W2 just now. Utterly disgusted -.-

The pen I was using kept running out of ink. My 2 became a - because the pen was inkless for the first half of writing it. Then I have to keep rewriting and rewriting. SIGH. Then I made a mistake, searched for a correction tape. Found one, but the tape was broken, so I was forced to use my nails to press down the white stuff on the paper. I lifted up the tape after I thought the white stuff was comfortably stuck on the paper. ONLY PART OF IT WAS STUCK. So I ended up with a partially covered mistake. Had to tape again -.- After that I became fed up, got up, went to turn on the computer. As I waited for the computer to start up (this old one takes VERY LONG), I decided to go back and do a bit more homework. I placed my hand onto the chair as I prepared to sit. Overstretched my hand. Felt a sharp pain. I bled again -.- I GAVE UP ON HOMEWORK.

It would help if I could actually comfortably do my homework, mug, and not be restrained by the trashy equipment I have. Not like my parents can't afford better stuff. In fact I DID have better stuff. Then people borrow, borrow, borrow, GONE. What the crap.

Sometimes I just feel like I'm going to become sad. Triggers include injustice, betrayal, overwhelming pressure, regular depressing stuff. I'm prone to such things, as most people are. Yet this is a sure fire way to a roller coaster emotional ride. How to keep my emotions up there? (By the way I'm feeling okay now :D) It will be hard. Sad times will come. But being sad and depressed is different. Sadness is an emotion, depression is a state. To stay out of it... PRAYER's the way! To always keep God in mind, no matter what. Stronghold of peace, joy and love :D

I need to do SOMETHING. I cannot only wait for future to bring me what I have to do. I must start now, and follow through to the end.

I am really blessed, how I can keep my MSN status "online" and not get utterly flooded with messages. By flooded by mean like, tens. Really, I met a girl a very long while back who had 30 windows at once. I was quite shocked when I found out (she sent me a screenshot, I wonder if she was faking it). Some people have to be practically permanently offline it seems. Poor dudes. It seems pretty girls (and guys, but mainly girls) have no choice but to be mean, or appear so. Everything's a blessing if you look right :D

Byeeeee.

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