Sylph Angel

Monday, July 20, 2009

Hey people. I kinda have a little trouble typing now because my hands are totally FUBAR (hehehehehe). They're skinned. I see the raw skin, sheet of gleaming plasma over. And the blisters that have yet to burst? THEY'RE LIKE RIBENA PASTILLES STUFFED INTO MY HAND! I wanted to count, but realized there was no point. Every joint, rotten skin, blisters... blood... I can no longer straighten my palms. What's more, I'M ONLY DONE WITH ONE DAY. Roughly 1000 more days to go -.- Plus today was easy program some more. Imagine what a hard program will do to me.

As I rowed, sharp pains peirce my palms. My skin rips apart. They've enjoyed far too long painless, softened, smoothened... Weakened. May this pain be tribute to all the pleasure I've indulged in. My blade feels oily, temporary relief. Blood sacrifice each of my fingers give. One for another, save each other. Yet they're at my mercy. They cry for me to stop. I cannot, I will not. Each and every drop of blood I give, stain the waters, memory, split second, all I put myself through. In vain? No, through pain I understand the value of freedom, liberty.

The pain fades for now. I know I'll feel again soon. In these preious periods in between, I need some joy. Give it to me... Blehhh. Tried getting it from people once. Got more pain instead. This is my fight. There is a reason for this. I cry again. My hands burn. Crumble down once more. Pain embraced.

I can feel you all around me, thickening the air I'm breathing. Holding on to what I'm feeling, savouring this heart that's healing. Personally, I prefer the violin cover, but no lyrics! And the lyrics track is low quality I think. Lacey shares a birthdate with me!!!!!!! <3

THE TRUTH IS, EVEN THOUGH I SEEM EMO, I'M NOT EMO!! IT'S ALL FOR YOUR ENTERTAINMENT. Don't worry for me so much, you'll get hurt. I care for you, so please don't care for me.

From FAL!

Here is SOMEONE'S ~~fail~~ ATTEMPT at poem writing:
Roses are red,
Violets are blue.
I am dead,
So are you!

Rawrage. Bye!

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