Sylph Angel

Thursday, June 11, 2009

Hello people. It's great to know that my fail attempts to get faster on the water are paying off in other ways. I run long distances fast, and I don't get tired at all. I feel light as a feather, and the mirror's nice to look at too. I'm super fit!!!!!! :D Okay, not THAT fit... But seriously... I'm like, wowzorzzz.

Lyrics from Twilight by Vanessa Carlton
Never cared never wanted
Never sought to see what flaunted
So on purpose so in my face
Couldn't see beyond my own place
And it was so easy not to behold what I could hold
But you taught me I could change
Whatever came within these shallow days

I imagine what it will be like, to be so sought after, yet lost. Super sad. Zapppppppp! Owwwww. Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha. So many people like that. Crap lurrr I gotta stop making my hints so obvious -.-

Hahaha DOTA today was super fun. Phantom Lancer only one with 0 deaths! Hahaha while you guys were busy killing each other PL pushed through two towers in top lane and downed barracks in less than 5 minutes! :D

All those memories... You poor sweet innocent thing, dry you eyes and testify. You know you live to break me, don't deny, sweet sacrifice. One day, I'm gonna forget your name. And one sweet day, you're gonna drown in my lost pain. My sweet sacrifice.

I feel the craze, that joy, it hurts, but I love it. My hands bleed once more. Will I get gangrene and die? No. They'll just amuputate my hands, then I'll never have to go back ever again. NEVER AGAIN!!

Fear is only in our minds, but it's taking over all the time... I'm scared. I don't want to lose control. Those times at night, so alone. I'M MOVING! I can't stop. My body's moving without my consent. *Twitchtwitch*, I hug my knees. My legs don't feel like my own. So fearful... I can't breathe. Need to order myself to breathe, and as I lose consciousness, I stop breathing. I suffocate, wake up, and the cycle restarts. Is that why I have such huge, dark eyebags? I can't sleep.

Have fun. I leave now.

vεﯠαחƒőχ @ 5:39:00 PM.