Sylph Angel

Thursday, February 5, 2009

Heya people. I like most colours, but I have certain preferences. I like red. Not just any shade of red, Alizarin! It's the colour of fresh human blood. Not bird blood, not umm... Insect blood, but human blood. Actually I had a hard time deciding between Alizarin and Venetian, but Alizarin sounds nicer and is kinda brighter.

If you observe blood, you would realize that it darkens over time. Dark clotted blood is more maroon in colour. Truthfully, I have conflicting feelings when I see fresh blood. One half freaks out in fear, the other gets a wild lust. Wild lust for more.

My language arts lesson today was a total failure. My group was presnting on some weird Obi dude's character traits, and I was supposed to give an overveiw of what happened for the introduction. But somehow, I let slip this sentence - "Obi is both an antagonist and protagonist." It wasn't in my speech! I just blurted it out! And I got questioned for 10 minutes straight for uttering that sentence. S***!! The lesson turned from language arts to philosophy, on perspective.

Mmmm I need to sleep early for core maths exam tomorrow. And while sleeping I need to think about why I always think of all sorts of outrageous situations and ask myself "Is it possible? How?" Just to prove that everything's possible. Say, I could get to know some random girl during training... The question is how to do it. I may succeed, I may fail either. Before I do anything I have to picture the worst scenario, see if it's worth the risk. Most of the time it isn't worth trying. Most of the time many things I think of aren't worth trying. But the ones that are worth trying... I never truly give up on.

Byebye. Alizarin.

vεﯠαחƒőχ @ 8:28:00 PM.