Sylph Angel

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

Hello people. I'll make this short (bang, you're dead XD) so I can go study the IHS(introduction to human societies) notes for the test tomorrow. Yea.

I find that training is a serious mood killer. Really, after trashy set, you go on to do another trashy set, and another... and another... It's deathly tiring, but the worst part is, I FAIL!! Okay, I didn't get last for any of the 11 sets of sprints today, but that's not the point. The point is, I didn't perform as well as I should. It's not like I was slacking, I was really trying hard, yet I still didn't do very well. Each set was a close fight to the finish.

I realize that for sports like say... boxing, the more pain your opponent feels during the match, the higher your chances of winning. But for sports like swimming, running, kayaking, et cetera (yay I can spell!), the more pain you feel, the higher the chance of you winning. Sounds quite illogical... hmm...

Right now I'm kinda worried about the time trail on saturday (like a very painful test). Half of me does not want to get a good timing so I don't have to go through the stress of competition. The other half is worried because I'm not in the right state to do proper fast sprints. I mean, I can do one sprint and totally whack until I can't move my arms properly for hours after the sprint, but not twice! If we do a 1km trail and a 500m trail, I'm doomed. Need to either sacrifice one or not push so hard for either (which would breing disastrous timings).

So sad... And that's not the only sad thing... People ignore me... Am I that irritating? I mean, I also ignore people sometimes, but not before I tell them why I'm ignoring them. Or if I'm away, I'll still reply eventually. But totally ignoring, like talk, talk, talk, zzzzzzzz... Is just plain disgusting. I assume and prepare for worst-case scenarios each time ambiguity strikes me. So please? Talk to me when I talk to you...

Lovely. My post is soooo long already. Well I've gotta make up for all those days I'm not going to post.

Oh yeah, just so you know, I got 50 for core maths. Haha at least I passed... XD Now I have to prepare for the trashy results of the already concluded language arts and science papers... They're going to be trashy for sure. Trust me (just for this, I'm usually not very trustworthy).

Byebye.

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