Sylph Angel

Saturday, February 7, 2009

Heya people. I wanna be a teacher when I grow up. I also want free lunch! XD

Training today was a HAHAHHAHAHA sort of thing. We did 5 x 2km, the supposedly worst program, but today wasn't that bad. You see all the national team wannabes (who trash me) were doing a different start-focused program in preparation for the time trails. So I owned!! Haha got 1st in every set while hardly trying.

Actually I was kinda pushing hard... For the first 1km. Then everyone sort of disappears. Haha.

Despite that burnt thing on my foot, I still ran after training with everyone else. Then the sec 3s got punished 130 pushups by the level head because we didn't give him our contacts. I was somewhat tired from the run, because I actually tried to push (not fainting push, but still quite hard). Oh well, if we keep getting pushups for not giving our personal information then that's good. I will keep not giving and we can keep doing hundreds of pushups every training. Sounds fun? At least we improve our strength.

After training I went to sleep. Hey I suddenly realize my post is becoming like other normal people's event posts! That's good. Right? Am I losing my individuality? Haha. I don't want to be different, I don't to be like everyone else. I want to be whatever I want to be, whatever comes my way. I change according to what I'd like to be like. Often subconsiously. Intuition!

Then it was that afternoon thingy XD!!!! Funfun. Then it was swimming, same old thing, blah blah.

Mmph. That's all for my day. Hmmm...

I want to do good for the sake of people, such that they may be free from suffering, to enjoy life the way life is meant to be enjoyed. It's not all about me, it's not all about you, it's all about everyone... For so what if you get a new pair of shoes, new gadgets, new clothes? People are dying out there from lack of food, clean water. More importantly, they are feeling pain before death. Pain! They have painful lives of sadness, much worse compared to the torture I put myself through each day.

So what?

We are alive. I don't know why. I don't know how. At least, not for sure. But we are alive. It doesn't matter right now where we came from. We are here, and it's where we're going that's important. Where we, and everyone else is going. It's not just about us, it's about everyone...

I am reminded of the countless number of people dying, suffering right now as I type. This saddens me. I realize death is inevitable, but life before death does not need to be painful. It does not, and I'm going to help make this happen. Are you?

Notice I haven't said how. That's for you to answer. Good luck!

Lovely. I'm now sort of different.

CYA!!

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