Sylph Angel

Saturday, January 24, 2009

Heya everyone! I was watching Dark Knight yesterday... And I think the Joker's some cool dude. He dares to be different, and doesn't care about what others think of him. Most of all, he's psychopathic, and "psychopathic" is a nice little bombastic word.

sLaughter

I'm back to double training again. Pullups/kayaking/running in the morning and swimming in the evening. It's very tiring, and it's not like I slack for anything.

We did 6km at 70% focus on strokes for warm up. Then we did a 2km sprint, which I pushed really hard for. Ended up 100m ahead of everyone in group 2 (group 1 started 1minute in front and consisted of the national team wannabes). After that I died out (like yesterday). I couldn't row the next 2 1km sets. Went to ride other people's backwash because I just couldn't push anymore. Made up for it for the 2 500m sets after that. For the first one I was comfortably in front. For the second one I almost lost to Joseph until I did a last crazy 100m burst... Haha such a long paragraph of trash you'd probably never want to know.

Hmmm... What would you want to know about then? How about some emotional stuff?

Well, I'm currently desperate to speak to someone. I realized that whenever I'm with... someone, I sort of feel... happy... Right now I periodically get an empty feeling inside, like I want more, like I'm incomplete... No, I'm not going to find a girlfriend. I just want to properly talk face to face with a girl. To remind me that they are not just an illusion... The worst part is, that someone I want to talk to doesn't exist, she's just a mirage... Seemingly there, yet not.

Yay I'm done with emoness. Hey I took really long to type that okay? Haha. Right now I need to find a card... Then I can copy the template and return it in different words.

CYA!

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