Sylph Angel

Monday, January 12, 2009

Hello everyone, I'll keep this short, since I'm not supposed to be online today. Urgh my internet's really slow again... Mmmpphh I realize today's post number is double eight, like, "fafa" (something about getting rich), in some dialect... But I don't care... Haha. Don't really care for such stuff. I believe a person's world is the result of his/her ideas, beliefs are no exception. So yeah, if you're truly believe in superstitions, your mind will make them come true...

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Time After Time
Quietdrive

Lying in my bed, I hear the clock tick, and think of you
Caught up in circles, confusion is nothing new
You say, "go slow", I fall behind
The second hand unwinds

If you're lost, you can look, and you will find me
Time after time
If you fall, I will catch you, I'll be waiting
Time after time

Time after time
Time after time

Sometimes you picture me, I'm walking too far ahead
You're calling to me, I can't hear just what you've said
You say, "go slow", I fall behind
The second hand unwinds

If you're lost, you can look, and you will find me
Time after time
If you fall, I will catch you, I'll be waiting
Time after time

After my picture fades, and darkness has turned to gray
Watching through windows, you're wondering if I'm ok
Then you say, "go slow", I fall behind
The drum beats out of time

If you're lost, you can look, and you will find me
Time after time
If you fall, I will catch you, I'll be waiting
Time after time

If you're lost, you can look, and you will find me
Time after time
If you fall, I will catch you, I'll be waiting
(I will be waiting)
Time after time

Time after time
Time after time

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Note the "You say, "go slow", I fall behind". It kinda applies to training. If someones asks you to slow down, and you listen, he'll catch up with you, maybe beat you. I don't know what's happened to the "team spirit"... I guess there never was one.

Enough. Bye.

Oh wait... I realize I can be quite hurtful when I poke too much into other people's lives. That's why I try and avoid the people who've proven to be able to get hurt... Once I find I'm being a pest, I'll leave, probably never returning.

If you want to know more (it's going to be quite long, to make up for possibly not posting for a while)... Well I took a quiz at: "http://www.colorquiz.com/"

Guess what I got?

Your Existing Situation
Insecure. Seeks roots, stability, emotional security, and an environment providing greater ease and fewer problems.

Your Stress Sources
Delights in the tasteful, the gracious, and the sensitive, but maintains his attitude of critical appraisal and refuses to be swept off his feet unless genuineness and integrity can be absolutely vouched for. Therefore keeps a strict and watchful control on his emotional relationships as he must know exactly where he stands. Demands complete sincerity as a protection against his own tendency to be too trusting.

Your Restrained Characteristics
Relationships rarely measure up to his high emotional expectations and his need to be made the center of things, leading to disappointment . Always has mental reservations and tends to remain emotionally isolated and unattached.
Circumstances are forcing him to compromise, to restrain his demands and hopes, and to forgo for the time being some of the things he wants.

Your Desired Objective
Intense, vital, and animated, taking a delight in action. Activity is directed towards success or conquest and there is a desire to live life to the fullest.

Your Actual Problem
Wants to act freely and uninhibitedly, but is restrained by his need to have things on a rational, consistent, and clearly-defined basis.

Haha... Really wanna laugh at myself now... What do I think? It's quite true. Except for maybe the "success or conquest" part. I've failed too many times to care anymore. I've kinda lost the "intense, vital, and animated" as well.

That's that then, CYA!

vεﯠαחƒőχ @ 8:07:00 PM.