Sylph Angel

Saturday, January 3, 2009

Internet today is trash. I spent 15 minutes trying to load the page -.-" Anyway...

Hello everybody... I crashed into a the wall head first during swimming today. Now my head's still swimming (hahahaha get it?)... Really, it hurts quite bad.

I realized I will be quite busy next year. Here's my rough schedule (usually).

Monday - Morning pullups, 0640-0700. School, 0730-1440. Canoeing training, 1530-1830. That's still quite okay... It's just like last year. Handleable.

Tuesday - Morning pullups, 0640-0700. School, 0730-1440. Gym/running at school, 1500-1730. Chinese tuition, 1830-2030. I don't understand how I'm going to get any homework at all done today... =[

Wednesday - Morning pullups, 0640-0700. School, 0730-1440. Oh look, that's it! YAY! Well, I guess this shall be my complete overdue homework day...

Thurday - Morning pullups, 0640-0700. School, 0730-1440. Canoeing training, 1530-1830. Same as Monday. Busy, but survivable.

Friday - Morning pullups, 0640-0700. School, 0730-1300. Canoeing training, 1400-1600. Chinese tuition, 1700-1900. Maths tuition, 1930-2130. Hey me, good luck surviving today!

Saturday - Canoeing training + morning pullups, 0700-1030. NAP TIME (very important), 1200-1430. Something special, 1530-1830. Swimming, 1900-2100. Oh well, I've been doing this throughout December...

Sunday - Gym in the morning, timing depends on when I wake up. Lunch at my grandfather's place, 1300-1430. Maths tuition, 1500-1700. It's essentially tuition and gym swapping places, not much of a difference.

Okay, so there's my schedule. According to Eugene, it gets worse next year... I can't imagine how...

Ermmm... My desire wanted to say something.

I wish you were here right now.

I wish I could hold you.

I wish your touch would warm me.

I wish I could smell you.

I wish you smelt nice.

I wish I could always see you.

I wish you would always look good.

I wish I could hear you.

I wish you would call me to life.

I wish I could taste you.

I wish you had nice lips.

But most of all...

I wish you existed.

Now that that's done with, I just want to let you know something I noticed. I get influenced by the people around me. Like, if the person sitting beside me is crossing his/her legs, chances are, I would subconciously do the same. Then when I realize what's happening, I kinda freak out. Okay, if something like this happens once, chances are I'll ignore, but it almost always happens.

It's not just positions. I find that if the person beside me is sleepy, I'll become sleepy too. If he/she's sad/happy, I'll feel the same. But what about crushes?

I have this natural inclination to conduct experiments and notice stuff most people don't notice. So I went alone somewhere, met someone, no attraction. But why did it happen last time while I was with others? I looked around... Ahhh stares (not at me, someone else)... Head turns at wrong times... Note that by looking around, I mean keeping my gaze forward where is should be, but focusing on other areas without moving my eyeballs. It's a skill! =]

Haha that doesn't prove anything, but it gives a possibility that I take on other people's desires as well.

CYA!

vεﯠαחƒőχ @ 10:06:00 PM.