Sylph Angel

Sunday, November 30, 2008

Derek's birthday party/ROD

Hello everyone. I'm hoping it will rain tomorrow morning, so the time trail will be cancelled. I hate time trails. They are much worse than the end of year exams, really. For one thing, the EOYs aren't painful. They aren't as stressful either.

Ahh the skin on the roof of my mouth is peeling off... I don't know why, but maybe (hopefully) it's some sort of disease which will give me an excuse to skip training... No, I know I won't let myself. I went for training once after getting food poisoning the day before. I survived, after suffering from horrible abdminal pains with every stroke, and nearly fainting after each set of starts. I could hardly walk after that. But then, I have to get used to such things...

Ooh my feet are bleeding now, how sweet. I'm falling apart, it's just a matter of time before... =].

It's a curse to know too much. Ignorance is really bliss. When I look at people, their stances, tone, expression, I see. I'm sure you see as well. The scent of betrayal, of lies... motives never revealed. I never forgive or forget. Never. Ever. But that doesn't mean I can't treat you... "normally".

Hello. I'm a thing. Isn't that cool? I know.

Every time before I run, I tell myself, "Urgh, I don't feel like running today. But then, I never feel like running anyday. C*** just start. Now."

That's all for today. Bye. I don't know if I'll survive tomorrow. Well actually there's a high chance I'll survive, just that I will be further traumatized by all that torture.

vεﯠαחƒőχ @ 9:59:00 PM.