Sylph Angel

Saturday, September 27, 2008

I was studying maths just now and I realized the number "sextillion" which has like 20+ zeros behind a one, was derived from the latin word "SEX" =) haha. And about studying, I spent 40 minutes at the pool while waiting for my lesson doing something crazy - I wrote the steps and results of the four food tests we're learning. Not copied. Wrote. As in, from memory, and I succeeded, I think... Mostly. =)

Anyway... do your parents expect you to be perfect? Do they totally resent you not being what they want you to be? I'm calm right now so I may have trouble adding an edge, but I don't want to work myself up just for this. Here we go!

Guess what my parents said when they realized I got HD for that test. They said everyone else sucked, losing to a sucker like me. Not exactly those words but same meaning. It's not just my brainpower, it's my looks too. I don't look perfect, at least, I know I don't, but the thing is they criticise me for it. Don't ask me what. There are many things you don't want to draw your attention to.

I think it's a curse being sensitive. Totally. Not expressively sensitive, but internally sensitive. Not all knowledge is good...

That's all for today bye.

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